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  “In his absorbing stand-alone fourth legal thriller, Christy Award–winner Singer proves that faith and suspense can make delightful bedfellows. . . . [Singer] is every bit as enjoyable as John Grisham.”

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  “John Grisham meets C. S. Lewis. Self Incrimination mixes legal shenanigans and biblical truth, then injects the concoction into the lives of entertaining characters. The result is highly volatile, thought provoking, and lots of fun.”

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  Best-selling author of Exposure

  “This book absolutely rocks! Randy Singer fills his story with realistic characters, witty dialogue, and ethical dilemmas. Then, through his legal magnifying glass, he ignites the plot with biblical truth. When Singer’s hot, he’s hot—and Self Incrimination sizzles!”

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  New York Times best-selling author of Fireproof

  “With a unique grasp of legal drama and human nature, Singer has given us yet another page-turning legal thriller with Self Incrimination.”

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  “A book that will entertain readers and make them think—what more could one ask?”

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  “Great suspense; gritty, believable action. . . . Singer’s best yet.”

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  “Singer delivers Grisham-like plotting buttressed by a worldview that clarifies the dilemmas that bombard us daily. Don’t miss this book.”

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  “[Irreparable Harm is] an accomplished novel. Randy Singer combines edge-of-your-seat action with a powerful message. Highly recommended.”

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  “Directed Verdict is a well-crafted courtroom drama with strong characters, surprising twists, and a compelling theme.”

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  Self Incrimination

  Copyright © 2005 by Randy Singer. All rights reserved.

  First printing by Tyndale House Publishers, Inc., in 2010.

  Previously published as Self Incrimination by WaterBrook Press under ISBN 1-57856-777-7.

  Cover photograph copyright © by Joshua Sheldon/Getty Images. All rights reserved.

  Author photograph copyright © 2008 by Don Monteaux. All rights reserved.

  Designed by Dean H. Renninger

  Published in association with the literary agency of Alive Communications, Inc., 7680 Goddard Street, Suite 200, Colorado Springs, CO 80920, www.alivecommunications.com.

  Scripture taken from the New King James Version®. Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved.

  This novel is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations, or persons living or dead is entirely coincidental and beyond the intent of either the author or the publisher.

  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Singer, Randy (Randy D.)

  Self incrimination / Randy Singer.— 1st ed.

  p. cm.

  ISBN 1-57856-777-7

  1. Attorney and client—Fiction. 2. Self-incrimination—Fiction. 3. Trials (Murder)—Fiction. 4. Women lawyers—Fiction. I. Title.

  PS3619.I5725S45 2005

  813'.6—dc22 2005000300

  ISBN 978-1-4143-3567-4

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  Contents

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Chapter 52

  Chapter 53

  Chapter 54

  Chapter 55

  Chapter 56

  Chapter 57

  Chapter 58

  Chapter 59

  Chapter 60

  Chapter 61

  Chapter 62

  Chapter 63

  Chapter 64

  Chapter 65

  Chapter 66

  Chapter 67

  Chapter 68

  Chapter 69

  Chapter 70

  Chapter 71

  Chapter 72

  Chapter 73

  Chapter 74

  Chapter 75

  Chapter 76

  Chapter 77

  Chapter 78

  Chapter 79

  Chapter 80

  Chapter 81

  Chapter 82

  Chapter 83

  Chapter 84

  Chapter 85

  Chapter 86

  Chapter 87

  Chapter 88

  Chapter 89

  Chapter 90

  Chapter 91

  Chapter 92

  Chapter 93

  Chapter 94

  Preview of Dead Lawyers Tell No Tales

  Acknowledgments

  Prologue

  By 10:00 p.m., Trish Bannister was worried sick.

  It was Friday, so she didn’t expect him right after work. If he made it by seven or eight, the night would be tolerable. Nine o’clock would mean he had broken his promise and had been drinking. There would be shouting and cursing, but nothing physical. But it was now ten. It had been two mon
ths since James had been this late on a Friday. It would be ugly.

  For a moment she pondered the irony of it. Her husband picks Good Friday to come home drunk. The day of the Crucifixion, the suffering of Christ. Why did they call it Good Friday anyway?

  Dinner was beyond cold. She would pop it in the microwave as soon as she heard his car, but the steak would still be dry and the rolls would be too hot. Two months ago she had used the microwave, and he had backhanded the plate across their formal dining room table. She scrubbed the carpet for half an hour. He stood over her, pointing out spots she had missed.

  The next day she almost left.

  She stayed for the kids. And she stayed because she wanted to believe his promises. No more drinking. He would get counseling. Things would change as soon as he could pull the company out of its nosedive.

  The company. She remembered the banquet a few weeks ago, how the booze had flowed like water but James had never touched a drop. She remembered how she felt when it was his turn at the mike. He paused, choked back the tears, then thanked her for being his strength.

  She stayed because there were some things worth fighting for.

  She paced the front foyer, nibbling at the fingernail on her right thumb, oblivious to the extravagance she called home. She stood in the midst of carved white pillars on a marble floor. From her position next to the front door, she could see most of the first floor, every spacious room flowing into every other room. The family room opened to a cut-stone patio and an Olympic-size pool.

  She glanced again out the front windows to the circular drive. No sign of James and his Town Car. No sign of sixteen-year-old Tara and her Explorer. She prayed that Tara would get home before James. After all, Tara was supposed to be grounded. But Tara had left earlier in a huff, after Trish had nagged her about her progress report. Trish couldn’t stop the kid. She was sixteen years old and strong willed. Trish would deal with Tara tomorrow.

  “Jamie, turn it down!” Trish yelled toward the general direction of her eleven-year-old’s room. There was no chance he would hear. She glanced again out the front window, then hurried up the steps.

  She pounded on his locked door. “C’mon, honey. Dad’ll be home soon.”

  No response.

  “Turn it down! Now!”

  The volume lowered to a softer roar. But the carpet in the hallway still vibrated with every beat of the bass. Trish rubbed her forehead. The pressure was building, the migraine forming.

  Jamie’s progress report had been the only bright spot this week. A fifth grader, he had been diagnosed with Tourette’s syndrome and attention deficit disorder less than two years ago. At times, despite heavy doses of Ritalin, clonidine, and haloperidol, Jamie was hard to control. But his teacher was understanding, and his classmates were, for the most part, accepting of him. Unlike Tara, Jamie was at least trying.

  Trish walked quickly to the master bathroom, listening for the sound of car engines. She opened the top drawer under her sink, found her migraine prescriptions, and popped two Fiorinal tablets and two Imitrex. She stopped and stared at her reflection. The lines on her face ran deep, creeping farther each day from the corners of hollow eyes.

  Too late she heard the sound of wheels on asphalt. If it was James, she would not be at the door to greet him. There would be no time to slide his plate into the microwave before he entered.

  She heard heavy footsteps on the front porch. A man’s footsteps. James was home.

  And dinner was stone cold.

  She made it to the top of the foyer steps just as he entered. He closed the door and stood in the foyer, teetering back and forth, shifting from one leg to the other.

  The red eyes, the storm that darkened his face. Even before the stench of stale liquor permeated the foyer, she knew.

  “Hey, honey,” she said, trying to sound light and casual. She descended the steps and greeted him with a quick kiss. There were no fists, but she could sense the rage.

  “Where’s dinner?” The words came out thick and menacing. His shocks of wavy black hair, full of styling gel, were smeared haphazardly about his head. His tie hung loose around his neck, not even knotted. But for the custom suit, he looked like a homeless person, not the CEO of a cell phone company.

  “In the kitchen,” Trish said, taking one step back. “Let me go heat it up real quick.”

  “Where’re Tara and Jamie?” he asked as he followed her toward the kitchen.

  “Jamie’s upstairs. Tara’s out.”

  “I thought she was grounded,” James mumbled. “Any calls today, Patricia?”

  Trish froze. Denying it only made things worse. Keep moving, she told herself. Act natural. She put his plate in the microwave.

  He leaned against the island counter in the middle of the kitchen and stared at her, studied her . . . unnerved her.

  “How was work?” Trish asked, trying to change the subject.

  He snorted, as if the question didn’t deserve an answer. “Same as always.”

  She pulled the plate from the microwave and placed it on the kitchen table. James threw his coat on the sofa in the living room and sat at the table. Trish dutifully took her spot at the other end, her mind racing with thoughts of Tara. If she came home now, with James acting this way, there would be war.

  “Did you already eat?” he asked.

  “I’m not hungry.”

  For a few moments James ate in stony silence. She watched warily, looking for signs of an eruption. Thankfully, he hadn’t taken umbrage about the microwaved meal. At least that was something. Maybe she would survive the night with minimal damage. Each bite that he took, each minute that passed without further incident, raised her hopes ever so slightly.

  Why did she live like this? Why didn’t she just leave? How many times could she watch him come home drunk one night, then beg forgiveness the next day, showering her with attention and gifts?

  She sat there conflicted, torn between survival instincts—just make it through the night—and her desire to confront James for his own good, if nothing else. She took a deep breath and faced into her responsibilities. She was tired of playing the victim.

  “What about your promises?” she asked, her voice quivering in the silence. “Is this how much you care about your family?”

  James looked up from his food with disdain. She returned the look without flinching, proud of her stance but dreading the price she might pay. She relaxed ever so slightly as he lowered his defiant gaze to his plate and ate in silence.

  Less than a minute later the phone rang. It startled Trish, and she rose quickly to get it.

  “Sit down,” James barked, glaring at her with dark, liquid eyes.

  He rose slowly and checked the caller ID. Trish knew from the look on his face that it was another random calling card number.

  He picked up the phone anyway. “Who is this?”

  Trish sat there, not daring to breathe. She prayed for another phrase from her husband, anything to indicate the person on the other end had spoken. But her husband was silent, the phone to his ear, the blood rushing to his face. After an unbearable pause, he returned the phone to the cradle with exaggerated patience. Trish felt the wind leave her lungs. As usual, the caller had hung up without saying a word.

  “Lover boy must have thought I’d be home a little late tonight,” James whispered.

  He stood by the phone, looking her over. “Oh, I know,” he mocked. “It’s just some prank caller. Probably dialed our number at random.”

  Trish stared at the table.

  “Who is he?”

  “I don’t know! Honest, I don’t.”

  “You’re lying.”

  Trish put her hands against the table and slid her chair back, standing quickly and turning away from James. “I’m not talking to you when you’re like this.”

  But he was on her in a flash, grabbing her arm and jerking her back toward him. He unleashed a violent backhand across her face. Then, perhaps stunned by the violence of his own blow, he let go
of her arm.

  Trish tasted the blood and slowly raised her hand to her mouth to rub the lip and assess the damage. This time she looked him in the eye.

  “You disgust me,” she said.

  She turned to walk away, heading toward the family room and the back steps.

  “Don’t turn your back on me,” he snapped.

  But Trish kept walking.

  She took only four steps before he grabbed her again, squeezing her slender bicep and twisting her toward him. He tossed her like a rag doll up against the wall, knocking over a floor lamp. The lightbulb shattered on the carpet.

  “Don’t ever try to hide things from me,” he said. “You think the old man’s a fool?” He squeezed her arm with viselike force, and Trish rose up on her toes. “Who’s making these calls? Who’s sleeping with my wife?”

  “Nobody . . . I d-don’t know.” It came out as a whimper. Then, out of the corner of her eye, Trish saw another flash. A backhanded slap blurred her vision. She fell to her knees; then James grabbed her by the arm and jerked her to her feet again.

  “No . . . please . . . no . . .” She lifted her right arm to fend off the next blow.

  But this time there was no blow, only the iron grip of James’s thumb and forefinger on her neck. He slammed her head back against the wall with a force that sent a picture crashing to the carpet.

  “Tell me!” he shouted. He moved up against her, shoving his thumb and forefinger harder against her throat.

  Trish flailed her arms, trying to find some leverage, trying to force him away from her. But still he squeezed, using both hands now, choking the air out of her for five seconds, ten seconds, twenty. She tried to plead with him but couldn’t speak. He pinned her neck hard against the wall, his face inches away, threatening, smiling, glaring with those hooded eyes. She felt the stale bursts of his putrid breath, his sweaty body sandwiching her against the wall. Things started spinning, going black. Her body went limp, and then, inexplicably, her husband backed away, removing his hands from her throat as she slumped down the wall, gasping for air.

  James hovered over her for a moment, his rage riding on every labored breath. “You disgust me,” he said, mocking her earlier statement. “Now get out of here.” Then he turned and headed back toward the kitchen. He took his seat at the table and began calmly cutting his steak.